THERE'S A METHOD TO MY MADNESS...

Okay I’m just gonna go head and say it already:

I’m sorry but I’m annoyed with all this Kony 2012 stuff….

First this has been going on since like 2005 why all of sudden does everyone care. Second the video you are all ranting and raving about was made by a guy who is planning on coming out with a movie about this; hello y’all are giving him free publicity. Third, I can’t help but care about America first as ugly as it sounds. I think it’s horrible that someone could do such things Kony BUT really over night all of y’all want to be political activist now. Sorry if your offended by this post but if your allowed to support this so called “movement” I’m allowed my opinion as well.

That’s all.

“I wanna be happy”

Four simple words. Yet a phrase that’s thrown around quite often. Yet every time I hear it I continue to ponder as to why people say that to begin with. To me; and this is just my opinion but happiness is a state of mind. If you want to be happy; BE HAPPY. End of story. Done. Problem solved. Perhaps I’m making out to be easier than what it really is but then again you create your own happiness. If there is something or someone getting in the way of your happiness than you have no one to blame but yourself. Stop complaining and start changing. Endless complaints and constant status updates on a social network are not going to change your current situation. I don’t know another way to say it without coming off as harsh.. You want to be happy; be happy. That’s all.

I’m back. Tell your friends. It’s on now.

Have caught yourself in the middle of a bar staring into the crowd of nameless faces thinking; I’m way to sober for this shit. Last night was one of those night for me. I sat there and I observed every one around me including my own circle of friends and I couldn’t help but think, what’s the big deal. Everyone seemed to let every little thing bother them. From who was there to where they were standing. Maybe I’m just getting to old for the drama that seems to always find us. The funny thing about drama is it can’t happen if you don’t allow it. At least that’s what I think anyways. When it comes down to it I go out to have a good time. To forgot about the real world for a moment. To have alcoholic beverages and share meaningless conversations with people. Isn’t that what it basically comes down to?? So does it really matter who is there and who isn’t?? At least when I’m intoxicated the music is louder the faces all look the same and the BULLSHIT fades away. Bottoms up bitches.

Things aren’t going quiet the way I expected or even the way that others expected. However, I have no one to blame but myself. The decisions or rather lack of decisions I have made have caused me to lose focus on the goals I had set for myself at the beginning of the semester. I would like to say things are gonna change but actions speak louder than words…